Now i really dont know how to put this , i havent really had a serious talk about my thoughts or stuff with anyone. Cuz sometimes, im just embarassed bout how i feel bout certain things. I keep everything to myself and i get annoyed and no one knows exactly how i feel. I say things i shouldnt and i cant help but get angry and snap over the slightest thing. Ive been a selfish prick ive been on a jealous streak. Then i wondered why i did what i did, or say what i said and i feel sorry after. Im neglecting people who are important this way, but then again how many important people do i have on my list? The list just gets shorter and shorter and i think im hardly on anyone's either. I move away from people, i push them away. It draws a distance and sometimes i think i cant trust anyone, i cant let people in. Consider myself an outcast, figured out i'm better off having as little friends as possible. Sometimes i wonder if whatever happened changed me to who i am. Also, im tired of wishing i could be someone else

magical unicorn, will you take me to the field of flowers where nothing else matters